March!!

• Why not wring a fantasy for all its/it's worth? i got caught dazing. i dazzled.
• Queen of Wands, 6 of Cups reversed, 3 of Swords reversed
• What sort of force du jour brings us here together tonight?
• "Help me not to ask for help." - Alejandra Pizarnik
• Dream (3.13): I've made an intricate carved fan. My dream father hates it; he wants to destroy it by lighting it on fire. I throw the bottle of kerosene to J and some of it gets on her shirt.
• Dream (3.17): At a store that's selling a book C made -- it's just an art book with holes cut out across the pages. The store is selling it for $150, and this makes me laugh.
• It was my birthday. S says I'm obsessed with my birthday. I think I might be, but I also don't think this is bad. I'm the age I've always been meant to be.
• Pressing myself against the present, yellow bush beside the white wall. I will not watch the tracks fall out from under me, I'll just look out at the scenery, every now and then.