August!!

• It's so embarrassing to peddle my work.
• Maya and I are going to write essays.
• Hat completely in my hands.
• Legitimate Surprise
• gonna get better at looking
• Feeling bested by life, but I pulled the nine of wands - - - -
• "I don't know if I could drive a car / Fast enough to get to where you are /
  Or wild enough not to miss the boat completely / Honey, I'm thinking maybe /
  You know, just maybe // I don't know if I could fly a plane /
  Well enough to tail spin out your name / Or high enough to lose control completely /
  Honey, I'm thinking maybe / You know, just maybe / Maybe"
• The strain is mutual, neutral. A slow driving minivan.
• "Because you say I for me."
• It wasn't a waste / I lost my wings
• Longest month of my life.
• Just when I started regularly leaving the house, I get sick, like my desire to be stationary is physiological.
  • This is embarrassing.
  • Cooped up in the house, I want to play card games with someone who loves me.
  • Just me and the lawn mower battery.
• "Soon, it will be over/ I laughed under my breath, over your shoulder//
  There's a message out tonight / Nobody's looking at the sky // ...
  You think that I don't know your name / And now your face is all in flames //
  You think that I don't know your name / And now I'll stand there, all amazed"