April!!

• Always trying to change the way I do things, like this
• Virginia Woolf x Inspector Gadget x Anne Carson
• Wet willy but it's a fern in my ear
• I want to create beyond what I know
• I'm going to stop sending weird emails
• "I would like / to give my / best / to all sentient / beings, / and before / I die, / I'd like / to de-tox / my mind / and tame / delusion, / but we are not / in a time / appropriate / to do this." John Giorno
• Reading "The Waves" and somehow L knew and told me the speaker of my poems reminds her of Rhoda. I understand Rhoda the least.
• "Then suddenly descended upon me the obscure, the mystic sense of adoration, of completeness that triumphed over chaos. Nobody saw my poised and intent figure as I stood at the open door. Nobody guessed the need I had to offer my being to one god; and perish, and disappear." (31-32) Virginia Woolf
• "The human face is hideous. This is to my liking. I want publicity and violence and to be dashed like a stone on the rocks. I like factory chimneys and cranes and lorries. I like the passing of face and face and face, deformed, indifferent. I am sick of prettiness; I am sick of privacy." (105) Woolf
• one glove
• one conch shell
• "E. is for Everlasting thats the work I'm carrying through By the help of Jesus he teaches me Just what to do" - Sister Gertrude Morgan