July 2026

• purple for A
• MAP! root I could touch w/ my teeth, cough that lingers, houses w/ wooden shutters, *shudders*, keep sleeping in your new green shirt
• I have the specs for the first two weeks, but the details are for me
• moved by tubes, literally & spiritually

• "Compression of understanding into one finite squiggle" - Philip K Dick (i think)
• Working thru the backlog of my life I actually have no clue how to consolidate this month into a blogpost

• Sharing meaningful // Sharing meaningful eye contact
• Increasingly atomized,, hips widening
• "Man, do you want to educate yourself? Think up a motto every morning" -- GOD THAT'S GOOD. That's what writing a poem is
• Start outwards, work inwards (^^^^)
• God, if I was a dog, I'd be sick, I'd shit on the rug
• If I can look away enough // At the hotdog stand or // Are people speaking French

• it's cy's world...
• Dear Book
• should i relinquish my whole life
• I observed but nothing stuck
• This fretless, ceaseless begging
• I stuck out my snout // To glimpse some roadside clover
• "How could any one ever imagine unquiet slumbers for the sleepers in that quiet earth?" - Bronte.. Wuthering Heights...
• Tender Assent : Tender A Scent : Tender Ascend
• What I was trying to get at earlier was an abiding sense of the necessity of the "ow" and its soft resemblance to the poetic "oh!," this little oh! Sort of an unexpected feeling but even just that exhalation is is is is oh I don't know.
• Dear Spirit, I have a lesson to tell you or teach myself about. What was I bred into being?
• When they slam the door on him he stops his crying for a second.
• I forgot that they start to assemble themselves. Like glass on a tray table. Like a tabletop game.
• They made it so that there is no time of year, it's all the time everywhere. How sacriligious.
• Where do words become detritus? Seastar picked up off the road, polishing its arms, making room for its legs.