April 2026

• April 6th: Scary dreams about sentient vines that
• Vortex // Careful set of hands
• Can I ask about -- // Can you handle a graphic picture?
• I don't think Shrek has a last name.
• Knight of Cups, Lovers reversed, Page of Cups, 4 of Swords
• I don't want more trash // I've got a big fish to swallow
• The unconscious is actually boring. I want to go on the campaign trail w/ that as my slogan.
• I should track that actually.
• Skin tag, thighs dimpled, the smell of kerosene.
• If it's any indication // Any indication of my...inclination
• (but he touched something more true, and the bell rang troubled)
• (and it scared me. it weally weally scawed me)
• The Wrong Date. Overriding Fear.
• Stiff tail run over, smoke in the trees
• Though you've shown me enough that I know they're there. There there. Where? Where do I keep these things?
• Who do I allow to see? And what? For why?
• "...only some bodies" - Barthes, CL
• "The incapacity to name is a good symptom of disturbance." - ibid
• "...it is love-as-treasure which is going to disappear forever." - ibid
• "I exhaust myself realizing that this-has-been." - ibid
• "THE END OF ALL LANGUAGE: THERE SHE IS" - ibid
• I think he should've shown us his mother
• Do you know I want to take a picture of you? That I want to wear it in some way as on my sleeve. Is this desire some means of reaching an end? Love-as-treasure which is going to last forever?